Confessions of a rapist

I don’t understand why they say I raped her. She wanted me to have sex with her from the very day I arrived at their place to become their gardener. I knew the shape of her breasts, of her buttocks and had even seen her panties because of all the towels she used to wrap around her body, the see-through tops and too many times she sat with her legs apart. Even my friend Anthony told me so: He could see she was seducing me and he thought I was a stupid boy.

“Antonio my friend, you must have sex with that woman otherwise she will think you are stupid. You see that girl Patricia? I gave it to her real good, now she respects me.”

Patricia was the maid next door and Anthony was the gardener. I agreed with Anthony; the madam wanted me to give it to her real good. She had been seducing me from the very beginning and now they say I will go to prison for seven years for rape. I don’t understand why she says I raped her when she wanted me to have sex with her and she even enjoyed it. I don’t understand why that woman in court was asking all those stupid questions?

“Did she not tell you to stop doing what you were doing? Did she not try to push you away? Was there a time when she actually said, ‘Antonio, I want you to have sex with me?’’

“But she walked around naked and she was seducing me”, I said.

“She walked around totally naked?”

“She wrapped a small towel around her body”.

“She was not totally naked. And how did she seduce you?”

“By walking around naked and I could see it in her eyes that she wanted me”.

“You say by walking around with a towel around her body and smiling at you, she was seducing you? Edgas stores displays clothes in the window. Does that mean you should help yourself to those clothes? She said no and you did not listen, that is rape."

That woman in court was confusing me: Everyone knows women pretend as if they are not interested in sex when they are actually interested. All women try to push you away. That woman in court must be very mad. Has she ever heard of a woman telling a man that she wants to have sex with him? I don’t understand why I have to go to prison. The madam should just tell the court she said I had raped her because she was afraid of her husband.

From the day I arrived, the madam wanted me to have sex with her. She helped me clean the cottage and helped me carry the bed from the storeroom.

“If you want more blankets Antonio, just tell me and I will give you some more.”

What woman does that if she is not interested in a man? She knew I was watching from the window when she came to the washing line with nothing but a towel wrapped around her body. And she put her panties on the washing line right in front of my window. When my friend Anthony saw the panties, he held his head in disbelief.

“My friend, give that woman what she wants. If it was me, I would have squeezed those big buttocks a long time ago.”

Madam was a very light woman with big buttocks and big hips. She laughed a lot. The day she says I raped her she called me to the big house to fix a faulty toilet that was leaking. She was wearing a very short night dress and I felt my manhood harden when I laid my eyes on her. I fixed the toilet and she gave me five dollars. She slapped me on the shoulder and said:

“Thanks Antonio”, with a smile that said, ‘What’s wrong with you, can’t you see I am ready for sex’.

Honestly, I don’t understand why she says I raped her and the judge says I have to go to prison for seven years.

When Anthony saw me getting out of the big, he rushed to the fence in excitement.

“Did you do it? How was she?”

“No, I did not do it, but I could see that she wanted me to give it to her real good”.

“Go back and do it before she gives up on you”.

I went back into the big house and walked straight to the bathroom because I could hear some running water. I opened the bathroom door and she was totally naked. She screamed briefly when she saw me and held her mouth.

“You scared me Antonio. What do you want?”

I walked in and grabbed her by the waist and pushed her to the floor.

“Stop it Antonio, are you mad?”

I pulled her legs apart and at that very moment her husband walked in and pulled me off her and punched me in the face. She started lying about rape when she knows she wanted me to give it to her from the very beginning. I don’t understand why she says I raped her and I have to go to jail for seven years.